the Lord leads

By the Lord's will, I'm done with STUFF. I'm just surrounding myself with clutter and it's a physical expression of my self-indulgence. And how contrary is that to how our Lord is as He walked this earth? The Son of Man had nowhere to lay His head because He was an appropriately-minded Servant to His Father's mission. I have nowhere to lay my head at night because I've piled up all my clothes instead of hanging them up in my bulging closet.
My mind is muddled. How to obey the Lord when it feels all right to disobey? Should I be "barren" in life by default? Let go of every avenue that touches my day that tends to draw my mind away from Christ?
Something is not right. Certainly I can feel it and recognize it still at this point. Lord don't let me turn callous.
At church my pastor consistently refers to our God as YAHWEH, the One True God. Truly it's the title He always deserves. In Revelation, Jesus is called the Amen. And the Faithful and True Witness. As well as the Beginning of the creation of God.
Lord ruin my eyes if they're not looking at you at least as correctly as you've allowed me, a human. And restore them in a divine way.