the Lord leads

Rain is plunking down on this campus, third time that I've seen in the past week. These abrupt showers cause most of the out-of-state students to scatter for an awning or umbrella, but most of the Okies just grin and explain, "Oh this is nothing, you should have been here last year when..."

The power went out as well yesterday for about two hours, and that wasn't bad at all, because pretty much every other closet fatty like me decided they needed to rush to the freezer in the caf and save all of the ice cream cones from a melty death. And then the power came back on and maybe they also secretly felt akin to Y2K hoarders waking up from imagined chaos.
But probably they're used to all this too.

I'm adapting to one thing at a time. Mainly, the idea of a schedule made out for me that involves playing games with mass crowds of teenagers. My roommate Jordan is a genuine sweetheart, who speaks when spoken to first, and is super chillax. She and I run on almost identical temperaments and we actually enjoy doing funny stuff together because we each get our own work and errands done at the same time. Our suite mates are friendly too, and Lauren in particular is the kind who will laugh daintily and agree to anything.

With these girls, I didn't need or want to venture out for any other new fwends, especially if it involved a game of dodge ball. It took longer than it should have for me to realize that if too many bubbly activities are my trial, then I am a blessed kid indeed.

The book of Galatians definitely wooped me. I was so grateful to the Lord for His mercy! So I repented there and have been repenting daily since. Changing directions seems to take longer when you have been pridefully persuading yourself to continue in your own way.

"For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself." - 6:3

We were assigned to read "The Fellowship of the Mat" in our newbie college student class. It is a motivational analysis or something about the men who carried the paralytic's mat in Mark 2. And although I had a few points of disagreement with the article, I could not lift my face to even look at the glory of Christ's character. It mentioned that community doesn't exist just for its own sake, but for the Lord to do His work among His people.

My "righteous" deeds have been thoroughly fleshly.

"For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision avails anything, but faith working through love." - 5:6

"For you, brethren, have been called to liberty; only do not use liberty as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.
For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this: 'You shall love your neighbor as yourself.'" - 5:13,14

Thanks to anybody who has heard me complaining about any of this and encouraged me to do better. I can think of Erika, Carla, and Mommy mainly. You guys are "da besttt."

"By this we know love, because He laid down His life for us. And we also ought to lay down our lives for the brethren." - 1 John 3:16